Thank you for the question. I feel as though this is a trap question, but i will answer honestly in hopes that you can see where I am coming from:
I was excited to help the NT in any way, since I had grown a big time attraction to it. I expressed my want to help, and although you agreed to it, you didn't show much willingness or make many attempts to keep me on board. Yes, you did respond to exactly TWO of my messages , but I felt you didn't seem very eager to have anyone help out...even telling me to take a "deep breath" when I showed interest/passion to help out.
I'm sure you can admit, although you are a BB genius, you aren't very WARM AND FUZZY and as I was offering to help you, you could have sent follow up emails to see if I needed anyting else, or communicating with me, as your potential assistant.. Again, could I have spoken up more?? Absolutely, but I guess (and maybe it's just me) I felt that if i was giong out of my way to want to help, I needed to see more effort on your part to be welcoming and show me more attempts that you actually wanted the helper. (hope that all makes sense).
So I guess what i am saying is that, I get your point, but it seems a bit unfair to call me on disappearing, when you didn't post alot throughout the season either and I may have disappeared from you, but in some ways you disappeared from me too(which makes us both in the wrong) so I felt you didn't really want me around. I wanted to help, I just didn't feel welcome. (again, just being honest, as you asked for an answer--I would not have brought this up, if I wasn't asked, so please don't confuse this with someone trying to cause conflict)
I hope you understand. But those are the reasons. I will always help when asked, i just feel it needs to be a two-way street. If I am fortunate enough to win U21, I would love to try to work on the communication becoming better between the two of us, as it is important for NT/U21.
When I was NT Coach and actually had defined roles, I showed how dedicated and available I was.
Ciao!